Friday, August 18

Got my mojo drivin'

I have my car back. Yes. *sigh of happiness* I cannot tell you the feeling of completeness I had cruising down even the all too familiar streets of my town last night on the way home.

This looks like it's gonna be a good weekend. I have lots of plans. Now I just have to get my energy level up so I can do all of this stuff. I am supposed to go out tonight to a club for a goth/new wave/80's/etc. night. Tomorrow I have a party to attend, which should be a really good one, and have a lot of interesting characters in attendance.

Sunday I want to make it to the new church I've been wanting to go to. They have a sort of alternative service at night, so I have no excuses about morning being the drawback. I was a very close part of a church for about 4 years, but, I became increasingly disconnected over the summer, and I think it's time for me to move on. This new place seems well geared to me. There are people with tats, piercings, goths, punks, indies, etc. My kinda crowd. Plus mixed in, garden variety everyday people who are seeking something more than church as usual. Appearance is not the key, for me it's heart, spirit, mind, attitude. I prefer non-normies, but I can get along with anyone with an open heart. I just don't really care for the kinds of Christians who spend their lives in false holiness and judgement of others. Them, I have no use for. All I can do is a muster a prayer for them, because I think they are missing the boat. Where's the love? Ironically, my biggest challenge is trying to love them. I see that. I have no problem loving sinners and heathens, since I'm a sinner myself. Truth is, so are the holier than thou folks, they're just not humble enough to know it. I am a lousy Christian and I will be the first to admit it. That's exactly why I need God in my life. If I thought I didn't, I'd be in deep doo-doo.

I am going to cave in and post to this blog in a larger font for my elder homies. Heh. Seriously, I have had a request to ditch the small print, so, I hope this helps gentle reader.

There are more thoughts rattling around on my brain pan, but I've got stuff to attend to. I need food. I should do laundry (and now I can actually go out and do it). And I need to see about what kinda outfit I'm gonna wear tonight if I make it down to the club.